Tuesday, February 03, 2004
the past weekend was like a mini food festival for me ...
i probably ate the best burger i ever eaten in my life ytd ... a thick piece of beef done medium well sandwiched between cheese and garlic, courtesy of billy bombers, gosh it had blood dripping from that poor piece of meat ... with potato salad on the side, the meal was great ... not forgetting to mention, i had fish & co.'s seafood platter saturday, that was good too ... friday was spent at nydc eating destiny's child, coz they ran out of mushrooms ...
newae i won something again on the radio, but still, my goal, the MTV Asia Awards tickets, i carn't even get a dial tone dammit ...
i probably ate the best burger i ever eaten in my life ytd ... a thick piece of beef done medium well sandwiched between cheese and garlic, courtesy of billy bombers, gosh it had blood dripping from that poor piece of meat ... with potato salad on the side, the meal was great ... not forgetting to mention, i had fish & co.'s seafood platter saturday, that was good too ... friday was spent at nydc eating destiny's child, coz they ran out of mushrooms ...
newae i won something again on the radio, but still, my goal, the MTV Asia Awards tickets, i carn't even get a dial tone dammit ...
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
u know i usually dun talk about my subjects and what i learn ... but bio has shaken me up so much ... so the following paragraph is totally dedicated to marvellous photosynthesis, something in pri and sec sch u learnt was the combination up of water, carbon dioxide, chlorophyll and light energy to form sugar ... oh well, A level bio is a bit different, wait a minute, VERY different ...
miss wong: whenever i say NADPH u must know it in your fingertips that it stands for reduced nicotinamide adenine dinucleotide phosphate ... whoa, yeah you have to know that it stands for ...
but the winner of bio abbrieviations is still RUBISCO - which literally means ribulose 1,5 bisphosphate carboxylase oxygenase ... ah, thats just a snippet, you won't want to go into the electron transport chain ... well charles darwin isn't that scary afterall ...
its final, mrs quah hates my hair ... have a look at this:
mrs quah: we're not like cows, cows chew their food spit it out and chew them again, we dun ah
me: [giving her the 'the' look]
mrs quah: dun look at me like you don't know cows do that
me: its not about that, its digusting
mrs quah: thats their lifestyle, u know what? to me this [pointing to my hair] is disgusting ...
ah, and also the countless times she has mentioned bout my hair, saying it will look nice in disco clothing ... oh michael tan isn't a big fan of my hair either, but he's on leave, so thats why its up ...
now on something close to our hearts, 2 pple i would like to particularly mention ... aww you have to give it up to them, no one can beat them when it comes to the 'CJC Couple of the Year 2003/4', though there are many couples in CJC, Joyce and Slyvester beats everyone hands down [i admit defeat too] too, to take home that award ... caught so many times in town, by me & co., they have been seen all over each other, not showing any concern about the pple arnd that actually see them ... unconfirmed sources i have gathered from exclaimed they have been caught smooching in the school library, god knows whats going to happen in the 3rd level J Block toilet in due time ...
oh i saw chun si at hougang point today!!! i just had to mention it coz we knew each other for more than a year, stay only 2 blocks frm each other, but this is the first time we ever see each other here ... tmr is chu yi, remember no matter how shit life is, how great, how miserable, how lustful, new year is all about enjoying, socialising, eating and smiling ... however i nvr believe in forcing yourself to say happy new year to someone whom you dun lyk, or someone whom you have some particular vengence against, dun even look at them, dun let these ba*tards spoil ur new year ... oh one thing, put $168 in a red packet and put it in your pocket and go to sleep ... why? in chinese, 168 sounds like yi lu fa ... go think about it ...
moi wishes everyone [chinese or non-chinese, male or female or neither] a happy lunar new year]
miss wong: whenever i say NADPH u must know it in your fingertips that it stands for reduced nicotinamide adenine dinucleotide phosphate ... whoa, yeah you have to know that it stands for ...
but the winner of bio abbrieviations is still RUBISCO - which literally means ribulose 1,5 bisphosphate carboxylase oxygenase ... ah, thats just a snippet, you won't want to go into the electron transport chain ... well charles darwin isn't that scary afterall ...
its final, mrs quah hates my hair ... have a look at this:
mrs quah: we're not like cows, cows chew their food spit it out and chew them again, we dun ah
me: [giving her the 'the' look]
mrs quah: dun look at me like you don't know cows do that
me: its not about that, its digusting
mrs quah: thats their lifestyle, u know what? to me this [pointing to my hair] is disgusting ...
ah, and also the countless times she has mentioned bout my hair, saying it will look nice in disco clothing ... oh michael tan isn't a big fan of my hair either, but he's on leave, so thats why its up ...
now on something close to our hearts, 2 pple i would like to particularly mention ... aww you have to give it up to them, no one can beat them when it comes to the 'CJC Couple of the Year 2003/4', though there are many couples in CJC, Joyce and Slyvester beats everyone hands down [i admit defeat too] too, to take home that award ... caught so many times in town, by me & co., they have been seen all over each other, not showing any concern about the pple arnd that actually see them ... unconfirmed sources i have gathered from exclaimed they have been caught smooching in the school library, god knows whats going to happen in the 3rd level J Block toilet in due time ...
oh i saw chun si at hougang point today!!! i just had to mention it coz we knew each other for more than a year, stay only 2 blocks frm each other, but this is the first time we ever see each other here ... tmr is chu yi, remember no matter how shit life is, how great, how miserable, how lustful, new year is all about enjoying, socialising, eating and smiling ... however i nvr believe in forcing yourself to say happy new year to someone whom you dun lyk, or someone whom you have some particular vengence against, dun even look at them, dun let these ba*tards spoil ur new year ... oh one thing, put $168 in a red packet and put it in your pocket and go to sleep ... why? in chinese, 168 sounds like yi lu fa ... go think about it ...
moi wishes everyone [chinese or non-chinese, male or female or neither] a happy lunar new year]
Thursday, January 15, 2004
on next thursday, i would have lived 17 years 7 months and 11 days on this earth, which works out to be my 17th CNY in the mortal world ... ah how time flies ... my last reunion with my relatives were on xmas day, facing questions like, whoa, you have grown so slim ... hmm must eat more, you cannot dun eat you know! or some comments like, must be coz got gf, thats why try to lose weight ... or worst cases you get pple saying that i want to attract girls, thats why i slim down ... me, i just act nonchalant about it ...
CNY has become a pretty mundane issue for me, just that i noticed for the past one and a half years, questions posed to me are starting to get a bit personal, with a large percentage pointing towards the love side ... seriously, they have not, i repeat NOT, forget to ask me if i have a gf ... uh, now thats what i have grown accustomed to ... but whats new is they recently ask me to bring my 'gf' [noticed the inverted commas as they do not know if i really do have a gf or not] to gatherings, be it bbqs, birthdays, or CNYs ... sometimes i have nothing to say, i just smile, coz denying i found out, won't get you anywhere in the Ng and Lau family ...
i remember during xmas, i was msging a fren, suddenly my aunt said, msging your gf right? and before i could even open my mouth, she concluded it was a yes and exclaimed its bad but thats what kids nowadays are doing, so its fine ... talk about contradiction and irony here ... then she would go on to talk to my mum about it, asking her if i have a gf, in which my poor mum would just smile, and sometimes find hard to reply ...
so i have decided, this CNY would be a diff one for me, i shall not let it be mundane ... should any dear aunt or uncle of mine decide to ask me if i have a gf, i won't say no ... why? cause i found out saying yes would shut them up from now on, and i wun have to try and squeeze my face to produce fake smiles whenever they go, boy ah, wheres your gf? now we would see what their reply is, that would be interesting ain't it? a new CNY for me? maybe, we'll see ...
CNY has become a pretty mundane issue for me, just that i noticed for the past one and a half years, questions posed to me are starting to get a bit personal, with a large percentage pointing towards the love side ... seriously, they have not, i repeat NOT, forget to ask me if i have a gf ... uh, now thats what i have grown accustomed to ... but whats new is they recently ask me to bring my 'gf' [noticed the inverted commas as they do not know if i really do have a gf or not] to gatherings, be it bbqs, birthdays, or CNYs ... sometimes i have nothing to say, i just smile, coz denying i found out, won't get you anywhere in the Ng and Lau family ...
i remember during xmas, i was msging a fren, suddenly my aunt said, msging your gf right? and before i could even open my mouth, she concluded it was a yes and exclaimed its bad but thats what kids nowadays are doing, so its fine ... talk about contradiction and irony here ... then she would go on to talk to my mum about it, asking her if i have a gf, in which my poor mum would just smile, and sometimes find hard to reply ...
so i have decided, this CNY would be a diff one for me, i shall not let it be mundane ... should any dear aunt or uncle of mine decide to ask me if i have a gf, i won't say no ... why? cause i found out saying yes would shut them up from now on, and i wun have to try and squeeze my face to produce fake smiles whenever they go, boy ah, wheres your gf? now we would see what their reply is, that would be interesting ain't it? a new CNY for me? maybe, we'll see ...
Friday, January 09, 2004
moi is slipping very quickly into madness, he predicts he will go mad soon, or has he already gone mad? and i tink its very xin ku to miss someone very badly, just hope it will make me even stronger, and make things even better ... *hopes*
newae artistes slated to turn up for the MAA on valentine's day:
michelle branch [she's hosting, last yr was coco lee and shaggy]
5566 [like i care]
dido [this one i do]
black eyed peas [reminds me of mr foo and his shut up!]
blue
gareth gates
liberty x
simple plan
stacie orrico
and christian huang!
lame, lame!
newae artistes slated to turn up for the MAA on valentine's day:
michelle branch [she's hosting, last yr was coco lee and shaggy]
5566 [like i care]
dido [this one i do]
black eyed peas [reminds me of mr foo and his shut up!]
blue
gareth gates
liberty x
simple plan
stacie orrico
and christian huang!
lame, lame!
Thursday, January 01, 2004
was just watching miss american teen 2003, and they had girls like miss oregon, miss kentucky, and miss maine is very pretty ... however i was just thinking, if there is a miss malaysia teen, would we have girls like miss perak and miss johor? yeah that would sound really funny, but think about it, miss singapore teen? would we hear miss ang mo kio, miss hougang and miss tuas? now i would really wait for that to happen ...
the first day of 2004 is all about music, with stefanie sun's concert and the radio music awards to start the day, and the mtv video music awards to end the afternoon ... i have heard enough beyonce knowles, with baby boy and crazy in love ... actually i would really love a day out, but i think today was better compared to other days i spent at home, well school awaits tmr, and the first task, is getting up on time ...
the first day of 2004 is all about music, with stefanie sun's concert and the radio music awards to start the day, and the mtv video music awards to end the afternoon ... i have heard enough beyonce knowles, with baby boy and crazy in love ... actually i would really love a day out, but i think today was better compared to other days i spent at home, well school awaits tmr, and the first task, is getting up on time ...
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
2003 is a year about many first times ... many new things, a year which i watched the most movies ever, a year which i spoiled my mum's oven and caused a blackout, in which a technician had to come in, my first time at an ndp, my first time visiting ttsh, first time travelling alone, first time being in a mixed sch since k1, saying 'shit' on national radio, twice some more, first time feeling that maybe i finally have all that freedom ... but apart from all that, this is the first time that i end a year, in love ...
same as bridget jones, i have my new year resolutions too, maybe not as extravagant as hers, but nonetheless, they are still things i wan to improve ... maybe be materially but also physically, mentally and emotionally ... i would like to do something about my room so that i can at least open it up to visitors, i would like to shed more weight, i want to visit a swimming pool without feeling ashamed about the lard i am carrying ... i want to save [not like i dun, but just more], i want to buy only things that i need, well those are materially and physically but what about mentally and emotionally?
i wan to be stronger, as in i want to be able to hold emotions better, i have never been able to, pple close to me shld know ... those that went to chiang rai could see ... i am not always the bubbly christian you know, how happy a person is, there would be gloomy days ... like wat laraine said, you are not the christian i used to talk to ... yes, and i tink christian knows that too, and he hopes he can refind that old him too, and find it quick ... i would like to worry less about unnecessary things that aren't worth it ... but one thing i want to improve on, i wan to be more sensitive to pple's feelings, and that currently lies on the top of my list ...
so 2004 is the last year i get to enjoy before i get decked out in green for the following 2 years, living with centipedes and earthworms ... at the start of sec 1, i told myself army is in 6 years so eat more macs and kfc, but at the start of j2, i am telling myself, army is at the end of this year ... this is the last yr i get to act childish, and really enjoy myself to the fullest, coz once you get out of NS, it isn't about playing anymore ... not doing homework, sleeping in lectures, playing cards, going out and everything though, would prolly still be in my itinery for 2004 ...
so how do i feel about 2004? i really don't know ... i hope i enjoy it, i hope i can love my 2004 as much as i love my 2003 [except for the last bit], i hope i can love the people in 2004 the way i love them in 2003 ... 2003 is (was depending on the time you read it) real(ly) fun, it taught me many things, things that i would not forget ... i also saw many things, and life isn't that simple at all ... new year's eve is in slightly more than half an hour's time, but i don't know what it is going to be like, let it be a surprise i guess ...
and the feeling of wanting to cry and not being able to is really like shit ...
but anyway, here's wishing everyone a Happy New Year
same as bridget jones, i have my new year resolutions too, maybe not as extravagant as hers, but nonetheless, they are still things i wan to improve ... maybe be materially but also physically, mentally and emotionally ... i would like to do something about my room so that i can at least open it up to visitors, i would like to shed more weight, i want to visit a swimming pool without feeling ashamed about the lard i am carrying ... i want to save [not like i dun, but just more], i want to buy only things that i need, well those are materially and physically but what about mentally and emotionally?
i wan to be stronger, as in i want to be able to hold emotions better, i have never been able to, pple close to me shld know ... those that went to chiang rai could see ... i am not always the bubbly christian you know, how happy a person is, there would be gloomy days ... like wat laraine said, you are not the christian i used to talk to ... yes, and i tink christian knows that too, and he hopes he can refind that old him too, and find it quick ... i would like to worry less about unnecessary things that aren't worth it ... but one thing i want to improve on, i wan to be more sensitive to pple's feelings, and that currently lies on the top of my list ...
so 2004 is the last year i get to enjoy before i get decked out in green for the following 2 years, living with centipedes and earthworms ... at the start of sec 1, i told myself army is in 6 years so eat more macs and kfc, but at the start of j2, i am telling myself, army is at the end of this year ... this is the last yr i get to act childish, and really enjoy myself to the fullest, coz once you get out of NS, it isn't about playing anymore ... not doing homework, sleeping in lectures, playing cards, going out and everything though, would prolly still be in my itinery for 2004 ...
so how do i feel about 2004? i really don't know ... i hope i enjoy it, i hope i can love my 2004 as much as i love my 2003 [except for the last bit], i hope i can love the people in 2004 the way i love them in 2003 ... 2003 is (was depending on the time you read it) real(ly) fun, it taught me many things, things that i would not forget ... i also saw many things, and life isn't that simple at all ... new year's eve is in slightly more than half an hour's time, but i don't know what it is going to be like, let it be a surprise i guess ...
and the feeling of wanting to cry and not being able to is really like shit ...
but anyway, here's wishing everyone a Happy New Year
Saturday, December 27, 2003
shania twain's from this moment on has become a routine, its like brushing my teeth, once when i wake up, the other time before i go to sleep, read the lyrics ... I hope soon this song would change, i hope one day i can wake up to something else, maybe something happy, something like brown eyes ...
Shania Twain - From this Moment On
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you, as long as I live
From this moment on
look at this:
Shania Twain - From this Moment On
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you, as long as I live
From this moment on
look at this:
